Wednesday, March 23, 2011

[Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.]


This pic is of my niece, Kenley... she is in the stroller looking up at me through the clear plastic awning while we went on our long walk.

My family makes me smile.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

[Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.]


This is a ride in Epcot called Mission: Space.  This ride mimics a "real" flight to Mars.  This ride was so intense that they even supply BARF BAGS!  Yes similar to those in airplanes.  It only last about 5 minutes but those were the worst 5 minutes of my life.  During this 5 minutes you experience forces up to 2.4G!!  Simulators have never bothered me before!  The G's, the confined spaces, and the feeling of disorientation made me hate my life for 5 minutes and minutes following the end of "the trip to mars".  I am now very afraid of this ride and will never go on it again!  

Yes I am also very aware that you can go on an "easier" mode of this ride and wish I knew what I know now then!  

Monday, March 21, 2011

Saturday, March 19, 2011

[Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.]


This is my urn with my moms ashes.  I look at it everyday, think of a great memory of my mother and I together, and give it a rub.  I do this every single day to always keep her fresh in my memory and to get rid of the bad memories of the accident and loosing her.  

miss you mom.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

[Day 25 - A picture of your day.]

My day...


I work out about 5 days a week.




I'm my sister personal assistant :) I also help babysit and spend a lot of time with my nieces Addie and Kenley about 5 days a week as well.

Not to mention I also cook dinner, clean, and run necessary errands regularly.



Monday, March 14, 2011

[Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.]


I wish I could change loosing my mother.  And change the way I lost her.  Seeing and being apart of that boat accident was so traumatic and devastating.  It took me years and years to deal with what I saw and experienced.  I never got to say goodbye and tell her I love her.  That was very hard for me to cope with over the years.  The thing is I have been through a lot aside from loosing my mother so I think I still would be a strong person without going through this tragic accident. 

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

[Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.]


My favorite book(s) to date are the entire Twilight Series.  I have never read books fast enough before in my life.  I was hooked the first page I read.  Ya ya ya... laugh all you want, but that just means you haven't read them :) By the way, the books are way better then the movies.  

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

[Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.]


I wish I could sing better... okay who am I kidding... I wish I could actually just sing :)  

Monday, March 7, 2011

[Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.]



(there is a lot of events I wish I could forget but I didn't and couldn't post pictures of such events/person.)

I wish I could forget that I didn't have health insurance.  I was denied because of my pre-existing condition that I have been dealing with for years. It is an inexpensive condition that I could manage without insurance's help... but what happens in an emergency? what happens if I get ill and need to be taken in an ambulance?... LAME!

Sunday, March 6, 2011

[Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.]


Obviously right now is not the best time to visit but one day I will make it to Egypt.  Egypt is where my mother's family originates and would love to learn about where her family came from.  Its absolutely fascinating!